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i wrote this last night during a panic attack

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claw out the eyes of god like you deserve to be the last thing he ever sees stand the hell up hospital girl and just once take the i.vs outta your arms like you actually believe you're more than just novocain and tragedy tiger-striped up in medical tape drop your damn crutches like you're dropping your jaw and for once talk like the people who're supposed to love you will love you this time you write so scared and you speak like there's hell in your throat and you're doing everyone a favor by locking it up you tremble like you've got lilies pinned to your spine and you smile like a dog kissing highway asphalt you're inhumane self-sacrifice skin and holy shit you can't possibly see yourself you can't understand what it really looks like you can't or they wouldn't be there and there are two things i will never understand schrödinger's cat and how you hate because you flinch from people like you wanna be held and you punish yourself like you wanna be loved and you grin at strangers like you wanna get killed you're a walking contradiction breathing like you shouldn't the only difference between you and the cat is that you're not in a steel box and everyone knows how this ends .



 
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Jen-firefly's avatar

I would just like to say that you are a cool deer