and you are beautiful, i'm afraid
Dear precious light,
You are so utterly loved and you are so completely adored. You are so intelligent and your body is so breathtakingly beautiful. I promise you, with all of my heart, that this is a very safe place.
If you ever need someone to talk to, don't be afraid to note me. I will always respond and I will do my best to listen to you. However, I am not a licensed professional, and if you are seeking intense aid, you may want to contact someone who has a degree and who can properly take care of you.
Your existence makes a difference in my life. I've been there, and trust me, everything gets better with time.
B A S i C
Liv . infp . Bisexual . Taken
i'm 18 and i'm a moody bee with a love for words. i've got a loud mouth, lots of stress, and adhd. i adore aesthetics and am incurably nostalgic with just a dash of self-depreciation.
i'm currently double-majoring in english and psychology.
i'm driven by a fear of failure, and my frustration with not being who i imagine myself to be.
i N - D E P t H
poetry, sky, laying in sunbeams, smell of fireworks, The Shape Of Water, weathered books, tea, caring for people, deer, blue jays, cuddling, summer, peonies, obscure words, alt.; indie; & punk music, and thai food
animal cruelty, bullying, country music, being yelled at, loneliness, math, most seafood, mayo, dead animals, failure, panic attacks, bugs, surgery, and breaking bones
a. The small phenomenon in which dust motes become illuminated in beams of light; glittering, casting shadows, and swirling in visible clouds of gold.
a. The phenomenon in which light shining through a window seems to dance in the way that its shafts flicker and shift in an ethereal manner. The seemingly otherworldly dancing of the light is caused by something such as a tree branch bobbing in the wind outside the window, periodically preventing the light from entirely passing through the glass.
a. Someone who stares out windows in the evening;
b. Someone who suffers intense homesickness for a home which is non-existent;
c. Someone who feels homeless despite the fact they have a home;
d. Someone who has the odd desire to escape into the sky they see beyond their window;
e. Someone who enjoys secluding themselves, either in the evening or early morning, in hard-to-access places, such as on a roof, and then quietly wishes the one they loved cared enough about them to seek them out and sit with them.
Wildflower vomit [wie-uld-flou-er vom-it]
a. A messy, reckless kind of romantic love between two young people that is impulsive, intense, and completely pure.